Goodbye again, city (It was good to see you but I don't belong here anymore) My therapy homework is to write a letter to Nour This is how I know I really like my psychologist Every time she assigns me homework, the hairs on my arm stand up, hahaha I know that it's challenging, and I really like that I'm going to Baba's tomorrow, leaving my things packed but just adding winter things to the car Will get my oil changed and tires checked Then we're all heading to Ain Sokhna (according to the Tante Z newsletter, but she always thinks my brother is going even if he emphatically says no a thousand times) I'm aching for the water and the sun And I think I'll cry when I hug Tante Z I'm also supposed to think about whether I really want an ADHD screening (I didn't give full information when the psychiatrist assessed me in the first session, I know that the medication is helping so I know I probably have it) She asked me to think about whether I want to do it for me or for other people, and she explained about how screenings go It's for other people mostly It was the same with the autism, I already knew But I just wanted a piece of paper to protect me That was our last argument, Nour and I I wanted a piece of paper to protect me But I need to protect myself I have a lot of packing to do, I don't know if I'll just head off now or wait until tomorrow morning I'll see how I feel, might be better to just get it over with |