2024-10-05 - War crimes
2024-10-05 - my role
2024-10-05 - I've accepted the woowoo
2024-10-04 - More woowoo shit I'm not ready for
2024-10-04 - war inside our bodies
2024-10-03 - Don't date musicians
2024-10-02 - Hell hath no furyyyy
2024-10-02 - more prayers not hexes
2024-10-02 - Oh say can you see
2024-10-02 - Not forgotten
2024-10-02 - Women talk
2024-10-01 - My first memories
2024-10-01 - Crise existentialiste au brunch
2024-09-30 - Never mind
2024-09-30 - Belly breathing
2024-09-30 - Tante Samia says come out
2024-09-30 - Angrily pursuing joy
2024-09-30 - the option to explore
2024-09-29 - At war
2024-09-28 - Almost skinny
2024-09-28 - more I don't want to forget
2024-09-28 - A girl at parties
2024-09-28 - Not nuts
2024-09-26 - Okay I'm nuts
2024-09-26 - Successful sabotage? Unsuccessful fantasy?
2024-09-25 - Slightly better
2024-09-25 - limp wristed punching
2024-09-25 - Angelic witches everywhere
2024-09-25 - talking to the foggy swampy heavy fear
2024-09-25 - Lolo and Lola
2024-09-25 - I want to go
2024-09-24 - What's in between like?
2024-09-24 - meta sadness and dirty hair
2024-09-23 - Witchy Tarek pt 2
2024-09-23 - Tiny miracle?
2024-09-23 - Lebanon
2024-09-23 - The sense of urgency is real this time
2024-09-22 - solo date
2024-09-22 - Quicksand
2024-09-21 - Drowning
2024-09-20 - anger and desire
2024-09-20 - maybe something
2024-09-19 - all of it out
2024-09-18 - I need help. I need a lot of help.
2024-09-18 - Another cigarette
2024-09-17 - release or something/everything everything everything
2024-09-17 - Uuuuggghhh
2024-09-16 - Witchy Tarek
2024-09-15 - Defeat
2024-09-14 - Plan A
2024-09-13 - ooky-spooky diary
2024-09-13 - I'm a clingy runaway
2024-09-12 - I feel loved
2024-09-11 - sexual intimacy and/or drugs
2024-09-10 - everyone's having threesomes
2024-09-10 - I can't grate cheese powder
2024-09-09 - fear and caution
2024-09-08 - hair sabotage
2024-09-07 - too many people
2024-09-07 - TWO COFFEES I DID TWO COFFEES
2024-09-07 - bet you didn't think I could bloop
2024-09-06 - regulation in the morning
2024-09-05 - somebody hold me already
2024-09-04 - Tired -- A GIRL, I LIKE A GIRL
2024-09-04 - I didn't go
2024-09-03 - Eek eek
2024-09-03 - Out loud
2024-09-02 - skin hunger
2024-09-02 - not sustainable bro
2024-09-01 - a movie about the end of the world?
2024-09-01 - POTATO IS OUTSIDE
2024-08-30 - kiss everybody goodbye
2024-08-30 - Aaaand I'm a pothead
2024-08-29 - bad feeling, assassins
2024-08-29 - can't see past the soup
2024-08-29 - also elephants, the moon and phantasms
2024-08-29 - en garde
2024-08-26 - Restless
2024-08-25 - Eek
2024-08-25 - Wobble wobble wobble
2024-08-24 - that's a wrap
2024-08-22 - soup in love again
2024-08-19 - witchy K goodbye, hormone soup, he's probably the one
2024-08-16 - winner winner chicken dinner
2024-08-15 - another one
2024-08-15 - full
2024-08-15 - less shisha more chat
2024-08-15 - very specific prayers
2024-08-14 - ballerina state of mind
2024-08-14 - ballerina state of mind
2024-08-13 - be the muscly guy
2024-08-13 - Tummy bug
2024-08-12 - go with the flow
2024-08-11 - On fire, in a ditch
2024-08-11 - Raging sea/I guess I'm the peace?
2024-08-11 - what my head sounds like before medication
2024-08-10 - leave me alone please
2024-08-10 - healing sea
2024-08-09 - Cry baby cry
2024-08-09 - Happy
2024-08-09 - La mer, la fête et l'amour
2024-08-08 - la la laaaa potato potato in the sea
2024-08-08 - No no no no no no no no noooooo
2024-08-07 - head spinning right round baby right round
2024-08-07 - Shisha eyes and beach hair
2024-08-06 - Developments
2024-08-06 - Maybe energy is a thing
2024-08-06 - Tante Z at a loss for words
2024-08-05 - Our annual family tradition, witchy K's telenovela
2024-08-03 - Maru in Sahel
2024-08-02 - Halawa
2024-08-01 - weak microbiome of weakness
2024-08-01 - it's raining men
2024-07-31 - world war three?
2024-07-31 - God help us
2024-07-30 - small beach drama and escape
2024-07-29 - slow and quiet please
2024-07-28 - دوامة
2024-07-26 - It's just emotion that's taken me over
2024-07-26 - Last minute packing
2024-07-26 - if Marx wrote Lysistrata
2024-07-24 - Oh no
2024-07-23 - Saturdaaaaay
2024-07-15 - Happiness is a warm gun
2024-07-12 - thank you for hating me
2024-07-10 - mysteries in my stomach and the ghost realm
2024-07-08 - I don't know how to do it
2024-07-07 - Good night morning
2024-07-07 - Baby's day out (first post op outing)
2024-07-06 - why women hate straight guy porn
2024-07-03 - One week post op
2024-07-02 - Revenge of the microbiome pets
2024-07-01 - Day 5, stitches out
2024-06-30 - Day 4
2024-06-29 - Back home
2024-06-29 - Post Op Day 3
2024-06-29 - Not exhausting, enraging
2024-06-28 - The Female Body
2024-06-28 - Post op day 1
2024-06-27 - I'm alive im alive
2024-06-25 - not even a little bit sleepy
2024-06-25 - Less than 24 hours
2024-06-24 - Happily ever after
2024-06-22 - Explain
2024-06-22 - Ssshhhh
2024-06-20 - 6 day countdown
2024-06-19 - Artist's archive
2024-06-18 - Maybe a week?
2024-06-16 - Wheels in motion
2024-06-15 - Tentatively the 26th
2024-06-15 - I run
2024-06-13 - A person is a person
2024-06-11 - disco coffin results
2024-06-11 - sick of being sick
2024-06-10 - Tiger stripes
2024-06-10 - More on my uterus/vagina and the Tsundere chronicles
2024-06-08 - what's next?
2024-06-06 - not him or him but me
2024-06-05 - babies, beautiful women and boyz II men
2024-06-01 - I'm not here
2024-05-31 - Surgery talk
2024-05-30 - gang members
2024-05-30 - my day, my body, my dreams and my nightmares
2024-05-30 - I need Jesus
2024-05-29 - Faith
2024-05-27 - will it ever stop
2024-05-27 - humanitarian zone
2024-05-26 - rock sandwich
2024-05-25 - more real and more scared
2024-05-25 - nyan chan
2024-05-25 - big feelings
2024-05-23 - I swear Beebo's psychic
2024-05-23 - my gynecologist is cute
2024-05-23 - And we'll never be royals
2024-05-22 - eternal sauna of the soggy behind
2024-05-22 - AGUA!
2024-05-21 - auf Wiedersehen Kummerspeck
2024-05-20 - Krita-ing
2024-05-18 - this time I scared the neighbors
2024-05-16 - All eyes on Rafah
2024-05-15 - Affection
2024-05-15 - Another day another doodle, I'm sick of being sick
2024-05-13 - Oodles of doodles
2024-05-13 - Axel
2024-05-13 - Don't mind me
2024-05-11 - To be a beautiful one (in rodent utopia)
2024-05-08 - Balance (therapy homework)
2024-05-07 - Why is this how we bond?! (Back alley dermatology)
2024-05-07 - Bloop, motherfucker
2024-05-07 - The feud
2024-05-05 - Girls just wanna have fun
2024-05-05 - I thought I would die
2024-05-02 - (Okay I lied) Hind Rajab
2024-05-01 - Ok bye for real real
2024-05-01 - It's me, it's Cathy, I've come home
2024-04-30 - Reason 9973 I love my therapist
2024-04-27 - I think I'll go for a bit
2024-04-26 - The drugs are working
2024-04-25 - Not obsessing at all
2024-04-25 - The OG Em?
2024-04-25 - masc femme lesbian pansexual who wants love but it's impossible
2024-04-25 - Scheherazade
2024-04-24 - the tale of yoga mountain man
2024-04-24 - I fixed it
2024-04-24 - A mistake/I need friends, sand and water/before the hospital
2024-04-24 - Sorry, did you want to say something?
2024-04-23 - Not processing
2024-04-23 - Goodbye again, city (It was good to see you but I don't belong here anymore)
2024-04-23 - and now lurking because I'm not
2024-04-23 - Packing
2024-04-22 - More on the Dienogest and general hormonal ramblings
2024-04-22 - Oh thank you Lord 🤲🏽
2024-04-22 - Aaand immediately rebounding
2024-04-22 - autistic narcissists
2024-04-22 - God and Kojak aka, I love boobs
2024-04-21 - The streets I used to roam
2024-04-21 - Zamalek
2024-04-21 - Right out the gate
2024-04-21 - Gesmy/My body
2024-04-20 - A multiple entry kind of day/ Tante Z's Speech/Women
2024-04-20 - End-ometriosis ?
2024-04-20 - I'll find Sarah, and you'll lose her forever
2024-04-20 - Processing
2024-04-20 - Eclipse
2024-03-18 - Day 23
2024-03-09 - Day 14
2024-03-03 - Still 8, got my brain back
2024-03-03 - Day 8
2024-03-02 - Day 7 it's my birthday and I'll cry if I want to
2024-02-28 - Day Four Dr. Dina
2024-02-27 - Chamomile
2024-02-27 - I love Jon Stewart
2024-02-27 - Day 3 Icarus
2024-02-26 - Day 2
2024-02-25 - Day 1
2024-02-25 - A7AAAAAAA
2024-02-24 - The plan
2024-02-24 - Potato in distress
2024-02-24 - Mir gefällt immer noch nicht, wie Deutsch klingt
2024-02-21 - A timeline
2024-02-17 - Not okay but it's okay
2024-02-16 - An update
2024-02-13 - Sad baby walking
2024-02-10 - Pain
2024-02-10 - Write it down
2024-02-08 - White knuckling it
2024-02-07 - bloop friends
2024-02-07 - maybe I'm out of bloops
2024-02-07 - Panic at the disco
2024-02-06 - It's gonna be a mess
2024-02-05 - Little Sarah pt 1
2024-02-05 - COLD.
2024-02-05 - "wait that's kind of deep"
2024-02-04 - After the storm
2024-02-04 - Heartbreak hotel
2024-02-03 - Prayers not hexes
2024-02-02 - It's my own fault
2024-02-02 - I'm tired. I'm always tired.
2024-01-31 - Too much admin
2024-01-29 - And I love her
2024-01-27 - Solar anything?
2024-01-26 - Solarpunk
2024-01-25 - serotonin dopamine oxytocin
2024-01-25 - Morning classes
2024-01-24 - *euphoria* *complete terror* (loop and repeat)
2024-01-24 - Love love looove
2024-01-24 - Fraulein Nou
2024-01-20 - I want a uhaul
2024-01-20 - I like Nou
2024-01-19 - Why Friday though
2024-01-16 - Cozycozycozy
2024-01-15 - The other foot
2024-01-09 - I think it's going well?
2024-01-05 - Zzzzz
2024-01-05 - Fugitive parrot
2024-01-05 - EPIC BIRD GUEST
2024-01-02 - First Class
2024-01-01 - Touch me, it's so easy to leave me
2023-12-26 - sea granny spidey senses
2023-12-26 - ow but it's okay
2023-12-25 - Fiiive golden miiilks
2023-12-23 - Not moving (yet)
2023-12-17 - Still being interviewed
2023-12-15 - Ch ch changes
2023-12-14 - I still don't believe it
2023-12-13 - Alienation, not loneliness
2023-12-12 - Moving
2023-12-01 - Almost
2023-11-28 - You will never be a billionaire
2023-11-28 - The New Drab
2023-11-27 - Just 10 more days technically
2023-11-27 - Joy as resistance
2023-11-25 - white supremacy and settler colonialism
2023-11-24 - Love is real, real is love
2023-11-23 - Gobble gobble
2023-11-20 - vegan turkey
2023-11-18 - olives and oranges
2023-11-17 - my body's breaking
2023-11-15 - Boycott, divestment and sanctions
2023-11-12 - safe warm and cozy
2023-11-11 - Dear mama
2023-11-06 - I don't quit but please fire me
2023-11-05 - Nap for a month please
2023-11-03 - Some woowoo bloop
2023-11-03 - Anchor down
2023-11-01 - What am I doing?
2023-10-29 - "I don't want to be history"
2023-10-29 - Vogon waltz
2023-10-28 - Alhamdulilah
2023-10-27 - Just keep swimming?
2023-10-27 - dawn of work day 4, summary of work day 3
2023-10-25 - Work day 2
2023-10-24 - No calls yet
2023-10-23 - It's okay it's okay it's okay
2023-10-23 - I don't want to miss the bus again
2023-10-23 - Monday, eek
2023-10-22 - Still Sunday
2023-10-22 - Sunday evening
2023-10-22 - Sunday
2023-10-21 - A challenging day
2023-10-20 - some protests are more protesty than others
2023-10-19 - Thank you Miriam
2023-10-19 - Gregor Samsa
2023-10-19 - -
2023-10-19 - end of training day 9
2023-10-18 - training day 9
2023-10-18 - why do they hate us
2023-10-18 - training day 8? not sure
2023-10-16 - some relief
2023-10-16 - Training day 6
2023-10-15 - for me
2023-10-15 - Gen Z
2023-10-14 - -
2023-10-14 - I don't know
2023-10-14 - Training day 5
2023-10-12 - Training Day 4
2023-10-12 - End of training day 3
2023-10-11 - training day 3
2023-10-11 - It doesn't stop being the end of the world
2023-10-10 - Happy hamster wheel
2023-10-10 - Magic bus
2023-10-10 - training day 2
2023-10-10 - Training, Day 1
2023-10-09 - Input for output
2023-10-08 - fuck this noise
2023-10-08 - a marathon and not a sprint
2023-10-08 - Paper Rat, To do lists
2023-10-07 - Maru chan
2023-10-07 - Bloop on overtime
2023-10-06 - Wait wait wait
2023-10-06 - Setta October
2023-10-05 - bad puppet
2023-10-05 - I think their policies are nicer now?
2023-10-05 - Induction part 2
2023-10-05 - Induction
2023-10-05 - The crystal maze
2023-10-05 - Cog life, day 1
2023-10-04 - Don't worry
2023-10-04 - Aaand I'm starting tomorrow?
2023-10-04 - A New Cairo office employee
2023-10-04 - Job Interview
2023-10-03 - 200 (and one)
2023-10-02 - Twitching and not dead
2023-10-01 - I made it!
2023-10-01 - EEEEE!
2023-10-01 - CAIRO HELLSCAPE (I'm okie, so far)
2023-10-01 - A po em
2023-10-01 - Change of plans
2023-09-30 - Gilded cages
2023-09-30 - El Maadi
2023-09-30 - Anxious anxious anxious
2023-09-30 - 98 still going, this one's about death and very heavy
2023-09-29 - Sunshine's essay, Exposition, American ghost, Maru et l'amour
2023-09-29 - 97 blaming it on the moon
2023-09-27 - A day of dissociation and time travel
2023-09-27 - cancel the day
2023-09-27 - Vomit
2023-09-26 - 94 I must not fear
2023-09-25 - Artsy Craftsy
2023-09-24 - Out of the bunker?
2023-09-24 - useful lies to avoid violence
2023-09-24 - 92 My life is strange
2023-09-23 - NO MORE BLUEBERRY FRAPPES GOD DAMN IT.
2023-09-22 - 90 I can be a bad buddhist
2023-09-21 - I like me
2023-09-20 - Aunt Flo/Tante Zeft
2023-09-19 - Ozumet marakbeya
2023-09-19 - Bol Cay No Buldak Bokkeumyun
2023-09-18 - 86
2023-09-18 - Maniac on the dance floor
2023-09-16 - Hot hot hot
2023-09-14 - Bzz bzz bzz
2023-09-13 - I don't Le Caire
2023-09-13 - 81
2023-09-12 - Packed ish
2023-09-12 - EEK
2023-09-12 - 80 it's very exhausting
2023-09-11 - Hubble bubble toil and trouble
2023-09-11 - 79 worworworworwor
2023-09-11 - 79 Baba taught me chess
2023-09-10 - Family and family
2023-09-10 - 78
2023-09-09 - Today, in "Baba's fucking insane"
2023-09-08 - Still 76
2023-09-08 - Calm before the storm
2023-09-08 - 76? Brace for impact
2023-09-07 - 75 because I can be
2023-09-06 - Don't stop me nooow
2023-09-06 - -
2023-09-06 - 74
2023-09-05 - 73 the baba
2023-09-04 - It's okie it's okie it's okie it's okie
2023-09-03 - 71 done done done
2023-09-03 - 71 I don't always write like this but I wish I could
2023-09-03 - On being autistic.
2023-09-02 - Egyptian breakfast
2023-09-02 - 70 still
2023-09-02 - 70 maybe I'm witchy too
2023-09-02 - 70 eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
2023-09-01 - 69 September
2023-08-31 - 68 I'm still counting
2023-08-31 - Wobbawobba
2023-08-30 - Bit better now
2023-08-30 - Brain fog
2023-08-30 - -
2023-08-29 - I jinxed myself and I'LL DO IT AGAIN
2023-08-29 - 66
2023-08-28 - 65
2023-08-27 - 64 grounding
2023-08-27 - 64 vortex
2023-08-26 - 63 YAY BABA
2023-08-26 - 63 because of course
2023-08-26 - Left the party during live music segment
2023-08-26 - The village party
2023-08-25 - 62 Diplomats
2023-08-25 - Obsessed
2023-08-25 - 62 Z and the city
2023-08-25 - 62 village scene meditation
2023-08-25 - 62 Kojak
2023-08-24 - 61 pangs for my panga palanga
2023-08-23 - 60 Z and Sea
2023-08-22 - it's so yummy :')
2023-08-22 - 59 Moussaka Potato
2023-08-22 - 59 Potato continued
2023-08-22 - 59 GLORIOUS POTATO
2023-08-21 - 58 witchy tiktok
2023-08-19 - 56 observer
2023-08-19 - Wobbly
2023-08-18 - Too burned out to count
2023-08-17 - 54
2023-08-17 - 54 ish, inner babies
2023-08-16 - 53 another escape?
2023-08-16 - 53 the oldest village on the coast
2023-08-14 - 51
2023-08-14 - 50/51
2023-08-13 - 50 brunch
2023-08-13 - First hour of 50
2023-08-12 - 49 done with guilt trips
2023-08-12 - Party till it's 49 I'M SO HAPPY
2023-08-11 - I lost weight
2023-08-11 - 48 la mer
2023-08-11 - 48 post breakfast
2023-08-11 - 48
2023-08-10 - 47
2023-08-09 - 46 grounding
2023-08-09 - 46 release
2023-08-09 - 46 Larry, Curly and Mo
2023-08-08 - 45 golden hour
2023-08-08 - 45 the fucking asshole in Houston (tw: rape)
2023-08-08 - 45 silliness
2023-08-08 - 45 recovering
2023-08-07 - 44 richer and poorer
2023-08-07 - 44 almost dawn
2023-08-06 - 43 weird day
2023-08-06 - 43, 3 spiders
2023-08-06 - 43 culture shock
2023-08-05 - 42 flora and fauna
2023-08-05 - 42 narcissists and cramps
2023-08-05 - 42
2023-08-04 - 41
2023-08-04 - First half hour of 41
2023-08-03 - 40 for papo
2023-08-02 - Evening 39
2023-08-02 - Legitimately 39
2023-08-02 - Sort of 39, Witchy K
2023-08-01 - Technically 38, no power cuts?
2023-07-31 - 37 All About Duck
2023-07-31 - my femmes and queers ❤️
2023-07-31 - 37 Ernst's dreamscape
2023-07-30 - 36, yes
2023-07-29 - 35 something inappropriate
2023-07-28 - 34 fever
2023-07-27 - 33 Cold War
2023-07-27 - 33 wiffy and anadeel
2023-07-27 - -
2023-07-27 - 33 elbahr piscine
2023-07-27 - 33 I'm an alien, I'm a legal alien
2023-07-26 - 32 grumpy
2023-07-26 - 31 let there be light
2023-07-25 - 31 hello darkness my old friend
2023-07-25 - 31 every boob has a silver lining
2023-07-25 - FUCK. 31
2023-07-25 - 31
2023-07-24 - 30 Biso/Beeso
2023-07-24 - 30 at the beach
2023-07-24 - 30 Front Row Umbellaaaa Ella Ella eh eh eh
2023-07-24 - 30 another performance
2023-07-24 - 30ish
2023-07-23 - 29 Z's stomach bug
2023-07-23 - 29 heat wave
2023-07-22 - 28 stubborn
2023-07-22 - 28
2023-07-21 - 27 vampire
2023-07-21 - 27 throw a whirling dervish out of whirl
2023-07-21 - 27 the plot thickens
2023-07-21 - 27 death star canteen
2023-07-21 - 27
2023-07-20 - 26 the tide is high
2023-07-20 - 26 every man in the village
2023-07-20 - 26 ULULATE
2023-07-19 - 25 stiff upper lip
2023-07-19 - 25 can't bloop
2023-07-19 - 25 on the road
2023-07-19 - 25 nope
2023-07-19 - 25, gecko!
2023-07-18 - a sad 24, but I bloop up at the end/Maru backstory
2023-07-18 - 24, my siblings are assholes
2023-07-18 - 24 brunch time
2023-07-18 - 24 primping and preening
2023-07-17 - wee hours, 23
2023-07-16 - 22, I'm too sexy
2023-07-15 - later that 21
2023-07-15 - 21
2023-07-14 - 20 continued
2023-07-14 - 20 peace at last?
2023-07-13 - A long 19
2023-07-13 - Aaaaaaagh
2023-07-13 - 19 mingling anxiety
2023-07-13 - early hours of 19
2023-07-12 - 18 taken to bed
2023-07-12 - 18 Rage.
2023-07-10 - Bittersweet 16
2023-07-10 - 16 owwwwweeee aaaayyyyy
2023-07-10 - 16, after the cheese
2023-07-10 - 16
2023-07-09 - End of 15
2023-07-09 - 15 spoke too soon
2023-07-09 - 15 continued
2023-07-09 - 15
2023-07-09 - Barely day 15, goose pimples
2023-07-08 - 14
2023-07-02 - Technically 8 on the North Coast
2023-07-01 - Technically 7
2023-06-30 - 6, still packing + expletives
2023-06-30 - Day 6, Packing/why femmes have more bags
2023-06-30 - Day 5, meat in the face of defeat
2023-06-29 - Day 5 Anxiety
2023-06-28 - 4, attempted kidnapping
2023-06-27 - 3, regular dance but my butt still hurts
2023-06-26 - 2 Afro Caribbean Dance
2023-06-25 - Day 1, Aerobics
2023-06-24 - 100 part 2, should I start a new countdown?
2023-06-24 - 100
2023-06-23 - 99
2023-06-22 - 98
2023-06-19 - 95
2023-06-17 - 93
2023-06-14 - really long 90
2023-06-14 - Later that 90
2023-06-14 - Still 90 -- Updated Profile
2023-06-14 - 90 Miriam Margolyes
2023-06-13 - 89 lo ve lyyyy
2023-06-09 - 85 I'm psychic
2023-06-08 - 84 impending cheetos
2023-06-07 - 83
2023-06-05 - 81
2023-06-02 - 78 panic
2023-06-01 - 77, it's not easy being cheeto
2023-05-31 - 76
2023-05-26 - 71
2023-05-20 - 65
2023-05-17 - 62 level up
2023-05-16 - 61
2023-05-10 - 55
2023-05-09 - 54 post therapy
2023-05-09 - enough of that
2023-05-09 - 54
2023-05-04 - 49
2023-05-03 - 48
2023-05-01 - 46 brain make melt now halp
2023-04-30 - 45
2023-04-29 - Still 44
2023-04-29 - 44
2023-04-27 - Late afternoon 42
2023-04-23 - Evening 38
2023-04-22 - Morning 37
2023-04-22 - Nearly 1am, 37
2023-04-21 - Evening 36
2023-04-21 - Dawn 36
2023-04-20 - Evening 35
2023-04-19 - Almost midnight 34
2023-04-19 - Nearly 9 am day 34
2023-04-19 - 5 am, day 34
2023-04-19 - 2 am Day 34
2023-04-18 - Evening 33
2023-04-18 - Later that day 33
2023-04-18 - Day 33
2023-04-16 - Day 31 and I didn't get to sleep
2023-04-16 - Day 31
2023-04-15 - Day 30 just crying
2023-04-15 - Day 30 🥳 Before dawn
2023-04-14 - post eftar tea, still 29, the killers
2023-04-14 - Waiting to eat, 29
2023-04-14 - Concerned, sun in my eyes, 29
2023-04-14 - Sun is up, 29
2023-04-14 - 1 ish AM, Day 29
2023-04-13 - Almost eftar 28
2023-04-09 - Evening 24
2023-04-07 - Dawn 22
2023-04-06 - Still mad, day 21
2023-04-06 - Day 21-- Bloop assholes
2023-04-05 - Day 20
2023-04-04 - Day 19, projectile vomit
2023-04-03 - Almost dawn day 18
2023-04-02 - I learned the truth at day 17
2023-04-01 - Evening 16
2023-04-01 - Day 16
2023-03-31 - TGI day 15, Friday too
2023-03-30 - I want a teacher please 🙏
2023-03-30 - Presents for happy lungs
2023-03-30 - Day 14 is a doozy
2023-03-30 - 2 weeks 🥳🎊
2023-03-29 - Day 13
2023-03-27 - Day 11, full
2023-03-27 - Coughing up my lungs, day 11
2023-03-27 - Dawn, day 11
2023-03-26 - Barely day 10
2023-03-25 - still day 9
2023-03-25 - Wee hours of day 9
2023-03-24 - Interesting and uncomfortable (wee hours of day 8)
2023-03-22 - Ramadan! (Day 6)
2023-03-21 - Day 5 No cigs
2023-03-20 - Affectionately, toz feya w toz feek
2023-03-20 - a poot for your thoughts? 💨
2023-03-18 - Reboot
2023-03-18 - feeling my feelings
2023-03-17 - Not "I have to" but "I choose to"
2023-03-17 - baba's blessing
2023-03-16 - Crossroads or mirage?
2023-03-16 - Season of Sarah
2023-03-16 - Bros
2023-03-16 - SHORTS. OUTSIDE.
2023-03-15 - Okay what the actual fuck
2023-03-15 - Bird guest: level EPIC
2023-03-13 - because of the wonderful things he does 🌟🌪
2023-03-12 - And the moon loves me
2023-03-11 - Fight
2023-03-11 - Bird brunch
2023-03-10 - versailles
2023-03-09 - Grateful for
2023-03-07 - Genes
2023-03-07 - "the sense of urgency is not real"
2023-03-05 - my brother is Egyptian Nick Offerman
2023-03-05 - just bracing
2023-03-04 - UNGFLP@%%#*
2023-03-04 - Heeby-jeebies, exposition
2023-03-04 - Bikh, Egyptian for boo 👻
2023-03-02 - A good day
2023-03-02 - It's my birthday
2023-03-01 - Not through these legs, habibi
2023-02-28 - the sun came up
2023-02-28 - Ummm
2023-02-28 - teeny bit haunted
2023-02-24 - Warm and safe
2023-02-21 - Brunch
2023-02-21 - Bird saga 6, romantic winter, fambly stuff
2023-02-19 - Taken to bed, bird identification!
2023-02-17 - Can't sleep, body and breathing practice
2023-02-16 - Nothing cataclysmic is happening
2023-02-16 - A hoopoe! Bird saga part 4? 5?
2023-02-14 - Cat hotel
2023-02-13 - Restaurant drama, part 2/final--other updates
2023-02-12 - I got scammed
2023-02-12 - the wang saga part 3, romance?
2023-02-11 - Raincheck, literally
2023-02-10 - wang saga continued, rise of the yowang
2023-02-09 - the wang saga
2023-02-08 - grace and space
2023-02-07 - scarves for woodwork
2023-02-06 - not far away for everyone
2023-02-05 - language
2023-02-03 - everything everywhere all at once
2023-02-02 - parasocial
2023-02-02 - a series of moments
2023-02-01 - guess who's back
2023-01-29 - freakishly buoyant
2023-01-29 - this makes me feel better
2023-01-28 - the exorcist
2023-01-27 - Maslow's hierarchy of needs
2023-01-26 - The war
2023-01-24 - more from early 90s san fernando
2023-01-23 - The witch
2023-01-20 - Don't panic
2023-01-18 - Pipsqueaks and self speak
2023-01-17 - How to beat Wordle
2023-01-16 - Teas
2023-01-14 - Neurospicy
2023-01-14 - Spread too thin
2023-01-13 - Feed the birds
2023-01-10 - Intrusive floating
2023-01-04 - Book-tok
2023-01-04 - Happy new 2023
2022-12-31 - Wake up slow
2022-12-30 - Killing demons
2022-12-28 - My body wants to be a monkey
2022-12-21 - the comfort of being tiny in vastness
2022-12-19 - Oh god
2022-12-19 - over arching themes
2022-12-14 - fight flight freeze fuuu
2022-12-12 - don't binge American Horror Story
2022-12-11 - this was supposed to be something else
2022-12-10 - I saw your notes!
2022-12-10 - oh wow
2019-11-13 - I did the thing!
2019-05-31 - Hi
2018-02-21 - -
2018-02-04 - Being there
2018-01-17 - people who can't love and people whom I love
2018-01-13 - Things I learned from Douglas Adams
2018-01-12 - I don't care. I love it.
2018-01-09 - Knowing better
2017-11-24 - Democracy
2017-11-16 - Fine. I dont completely hate Kerouac.
2017-11-10 - I remembered this song
2017-10-07 - Bicycle carriers and hypocrisy, harry potter and the pyramid of maslow, university challenge and fucking woowoo crystals
2017-07-06 - things that feel wonderful despite everything
2017-06-17 - letters from the underworld
2017-05-12 - the russians are taking over
2017-05-11 - sorry I was busy being a socialite
2017-04-06 - Stinky brain farts
2017-04-03 - help the helpers
2017-03-29 - out utero
2017-03-26 - On cars and narcissism
2017-03-22 - No theme
2017-03-19 - Orbiting
2017-03-06 - Mental notes
2017-03-04 - On my birthday
2017-02-28 - i prefer sticks and stones
2017-02-25 - brace for impact
2017-01-31 - hubble bubble smoking trouble
2017-01-16 - Words with friends
2017-01-10 - Contemporary dance lessons
2017-01-08 - Fear
2016-12-18 - thank you and you and you and you
2016-12-17 - Jon Snow
2016-12-13 - Mid-apocalyptic observations
2016-11-29 - Things it took me thirty years to learn
2016-11-28 - I could've cuddled through the apocalypse
2016-11-24 - I didn't know what else to do
2016-11-22 - Happy place
2016-11-17 - You're not a good liar
2016-11-16 - Reasons why my mama is the cutest:
2016-11-16 - I feel like im following books around
2016-11-14 - A question for the ages
2016-11-13 - Try, try, try, try, try
2016-11-10 - Toastiness
2016-11-10 - Unmasked
2016-11-09 - The day it all caught up to us
2016-11-08 - And the irony is
2016-11-07 - It is returned
2016-11-06 - Doubting my doubt to trick myself into the faith my love deserves, I deserve (and donuts)
2016-10-30 - I think I can I think I can
2016-10-27 - Meandering is real
2016-10-26 - Processing
2016-10-23 - This feeling
2016-10-16 - My Oberon
2016-10-13 - It'll probably be fine
2016-10-12 - Mother of cats, I feel like Khaleesi
2016-10-09 - the 72 hours of bliss that I don't ever want to remember differently
2016-10-06 - Roxaaaaanne
2016-09-30 - Oh shit
2016-09-21 - My new party trick
2016-09-21 - A whole new woooorld
2016-09-20 - Because everything is bizarre
2016-09-17 - Smiles
2016-09-16 - He found God in the morning
2016-09-13 - Fuck it fuck it fuck it all
2016-09-04 - Moar life themes
2016-08-24 - Because
2016-08-18 - And then the ow.
2016-08-14 - Closure is a dirty word
2016-08-12 - -
2016-08-10 - The end of the beginning
2016-08-09 - A silver lining?
2016-08-09 - Awww thinking of yooou (YOU FUCKING JERK)
2016-08-08 - At least I'm sure I'm real
2016-07-20 - Bye
2016-07-13 - Need squished
2016-07-12 - Know thyself
2016-07-10 - The theme
2016-07-09 - Trust is a verb
2016-07-05 - You better not doubt you better not cry
2016-07-01 - you have such a good heart you didnt know
2016-06-30 - -
2016-06-22 - Check your privilege
2016-06-18 - Everything so far
2016-06-11 - It is not poo-- forsooth, tis fertilizer :)
2016-06-07 - Bleak feeling
2016-06-06 - I do need that safety net
2016-06-06 - Speed bump month again
2016-06-03 - All I want is a room somewhere
2016-06-02 - How it feels to be paranoid
2016-05-30 - Dear Pasghetti, my inner doubt and protector monkey
2016-05-17 - The beginning and the end
2016-04-17 - Pay attention
2016-04-11 - Before you diagnose yourself with anxiety...
2016-04-09 - Omnomnomnom
2016-04-04 - Don't be small, life is bigger
2016-03-27 - Douda douda douda
2016-03-27 - The things I'd say if at any point you demonstrated you had a heart
2016-03-01 - Tomorrow I turn 30
2016-02-25 - -
2016-02-19 - The time we fought about ducks
2016-02-17 - Dear Sarah, Sometimes take the day to brain fart
2016-02-10 - I'm having a panic attack and he's asleep
2016-01-26 - I like
2016-01-20 - I forgot to tell you
2016-01-18 - Nook
2016-01-07 - How to protect your relationship
2016-01-06 - That part where I obsess over obsessing and ruin my life a little bit
2015-12-24 - Manifestos don't really wonder
2015-12-03 - People outside the bubble of love
2015-12-01 - I will, damn it
2015-11-21 - I'm not sorry I'm not sorry I'm not sorry
2015-11-19 - Talk to yourself like someone you love
2015-11-15 - Dear bored and afraid and considering quiet doom:
2015-11-09 - This is not a blog
2015-11-04 - I found Annie
2015-08-31 - I hope
2015-08-23 - Humans who make me feel loved
2015-08-22 - But I might go to the beach soon, so there's that
2015-08-20 - I don't care-- I love it
2015-08-14 - Entering creepy ass deja vu phase...?
2015-08-04 - T Minus 8 months
2015-07-26 - Princess Wino
2015-07-22 - well its not so easy to abandon twee vomit
2015-07-17 - don't hurt the grandmother holding a baby holding a kitten
2015-07-09 - D
2015-07-06 - I never thought
2015-07-02 - I sincerely hope I never find Sarah
2015-06-27 - Okay fine
2015-06-26 - beach friends cat mountain
2015-06-13 - This time he picked W -- love (again) and bravery
2015-06-12 - And then--
2015-06-09 - pillow talk
2015-05-31 - Please share and like!
2015-05-18 - Tinder
2015-04-21 - sleep > boys
2015-04-09 - everything
2015-03-14 - a metaphor?
2015-02-21 - a little too honest
2015-01-28 - Boop things in vaguely chronological order
2015-01-21 - Selfish
2015-01-02 - one letter
2014-12-28 - off to see the wizard
2014-12-22 - what gives?
2014-12-21 - I went down to the crossroads, fell down on my knees
2014-12-19 - morning mirror
2014-12-15 - love creature
2014-12-13 - how I feel about a bunch of people you don't know
2014-12-11 - :( :) as indicated
2014-12-10 - Zooz
2014-12-09 - an update
2014-11-22 - why do you smoke?
2014-11-20 - not the kind of thing you say
2014-11-17 - mother eff
2014-11-14 - learn faster
2014-11-13 - I'm going to be sick
2014-11-06 - life is a highway
2014-11-03 - fine lines
2014-10-30 - love is easy
2014-10-28 - Nope
2014-10-21 - and I'm still nowhere near good enough to drive in Cairo
2014-10-18 - in my head
2014-10-15 - she just needs some minor adjustments
2014-09-25 - My body is floating
2014-09-25 - My soul is in orbit
2014-09-18 - Meep
2014-09-14 - little girls
2014-09-11 - temples and prisons
2014-09-07 - yoyo-ing
2014-09-02 - developments
2014-08-31 - why you should (never?) date a writer
2014-08-31 - and
2014-08-29 - break better
2014-08-28 - -
2014-08-28 - because I haven't done a drunk update and that seems wrong
2014-08-27 - coping mechanisms
2014-08-22 - I don't know anything. I don't know what I knew. I have the flu.
2014-08-19 - the desert yogi
2014-08-17 - yuck
2014-08-17 - about all the integrity I can muster
2014-08-16 - this
2014-08-14 - empathy
2014-08-13 - I found a pretty
2014-08-13 - new
2014-08-11 - It was kind of ... natural?
2014-08-10 - over under and everything in between all the time
2014-08-10 - paroles et paroles
2014-08-09 - OKAY FINE
2014-08-08 - be bitt er ne ne ne ne ness
2014-08-06 - *seductive dance moves?!*
2014-08-06 - Still
2014-08-02 - something honest, something to read
2014-08-01 - today I discovered:
2014-07-31 - BAHAHAHAHA :'D
2014-07-30 - "moral relativism"
2014-07-30 - Eid massacre
2014-07-29 - This makes me so happy :')
2014-07-29 - Are you kidding me? You know what, sarcasm from now on
2014-07-29 - One more thing
2014-07-29 - Dear "nuanced" view
2014-07-28 - Butterflies
2014-07-26 - dear "both sides"
2014-07-25 - even if especially because you were right
2014-07-24 - I had strawberry
2014-07-23 - "Now if only he/she was Muslim"
2014-07-23 - but you said
2014-07-22 - "Israel has the right to defend itself"
2014-07-22 - and you should Google him now
2014-07-18 - how my head works
2014-07-18 - ugh ugh UGH
2014-07-17 - In case you haven't noticed
2014-07-16 - lemonade and ugly crows
2014-07-16 - woe is me, t' have seen what I have seen, see what I see
2014-07-14 - light at the end of the ice cream cravings/inconsolable weeping
2014-07-14 - And as always
2014-07-13 - resigned to be heart broken
2014-07-11 - the past three hours
2014-07-11 - the secret list of creepy things
2014-07-11 - What I'll keep
2014-07-09 - I hate being angry
2014-07-09 - How to royally fuck us up:
2014-07-08 - Ratios and subtle stabs and how I ought to make a plan
2014-07-01 - Coconut puffs with cherries
2014-06-21 - !@#$
2014-06-16 - Feel the burn
2014-06-15 - B
2014-06-10 - things I think
2014-06-10 - :)
2014-06-09 - get bizzeh :|
2014-06-08 - I'm so dead wrong sometimes. Cute depression. Aw.
2014-06-05 - my body
2014-06-04 - what I have to believe again
2014-06-03 - now now now
2014-06-02 - Okay
2014-05-30 - Thank you
2014-05-27 - O love that will not let me go
2014-05-26 - to-live list
2014-05-26 - to-function list
2014-05-25 - today is my favorite day/once upon a time/epiousios
2014-05-24 - I can only think of one
2014-05-23 - Oh well
2014-05-20 - between the truth
2014-05-19 - selfish
2014-05-17 - foolhardy endeavors
2014-05-09 - hungover on many levels
2014-05-05 - different
2014-05-04 - Persona
2014-05-04 - Tenderness
2014-04-28 - hiding (hopefully for the last time)
2014-04-24 - retraction
2014-04-23 - trust
2014-04-22 - something
2014-04-18 - put up or shut up
2014-04-14 - why you should live through a heavy night
2014-04-13 - I lost Sarah
2014-04-08 - I'm pretty sure
2014-04-04 - working it
2014-03-29 - steel vagina
2014-03-05 - easy love
2014-03-01 - still works
2014-02-24 - Comfort
2014-02-22 - the baby clot
2013-07-27 - -
2013-07-14 - Somebody somewhere likes me
2013-06-23 - relevating (3la ra2y lala)
2013-06-03 - drip
2013-06-01 - I don't want to lose faith
2013-05-31 - low
2013-05-29 - the next one
2013-05-28 - why do they always have to say something stupid?
2013-05-28 - decision time
2013-05-26 - all kinds of hungry
2013-05-25 - my two Ks
2013-05-24 - A guide to surviving PMSy loved one/Hope
2013-05-19 - more gushing
2013-05-16 - first jam
2013-05-14 - everybody I'm thinking about
2013-05-13 - and the force of nature replied:
2013-05-11 - your diary entry
2013-05-07 - I adore Tim Minchin!
2013-05-07 - disquieting
2013-05-06 - OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!
2013-05-06 - happy sham elnessim!
2013-05-05 - Soundcloud!
2013-05-05 - I saw it
2013-05-04 - Stay tuned
2013-05-04 - okay I was bullshitting myself
2013-05-01 - DH Lawrence on egoist men
2013-04-30 - breaking up, like a boss
2013-04-26 - not working out. i want to be CEO of Procrastination Incorporated.
2013-04-22 - Galatea under construction
2013-04-21 - I feel
2013-04-18 - wheeen the moon hits your eye like a big pizza pie!
2013-04-14 - i'm spiderman
2013-04-13 - my new modus operandi
2013-04-11 - -
2013-04-11 - Rainer, Before Summer Rain
2013-04-10 - pieces
2013-04-09 - what I learned from Asia (and my girlfriends)
2013-04-07 - I MISS YOU
2013-04-06 - grunt. a determined one.
2013-04-05 - Bye Kuku
2013-04-04 - i feel batty and we're all bats
2013-04-02 - explosion of fluffiness
2013-04-01 - weathered
2013-03-26 - the early middle of understanding
2013-03-23 - MK
2013-03-16 - Like
2013-03-15 - me too :)
2013-03-13 - dance me through the panic
2013-03-10 - baba='like jelly' fan?
2013-03-10 - Rilke's Apple Orchard
2013-03-08 - orange soda
2013-03-03 - 27
2013-03-02 - Not exactly closure but close enough
2013-02-28 - i dont know, maybe this
2013-02-28 - say what you mean and mean what you say
2013-02-25 - thank you for asking
2013-02-23 - Cake isn't going to cut it this year
2013-02-21 - lists are soothing
2013-02-18 - Momentum (hi Reem)
2013-01-10 - i cant change time
2012-10-26 - I guess I'm still heartbroken
2012-10-22 - Genius with a side order of fries
2012-10-18 - Fehs
2012-10-16 - In the mood for shrimp
2012-09-29 - Do not conclude I'm engaged. Do not hold your breath.
2012-09-25 - Ow.
2012-09-19 - something old something new
2012-09-14 - Come again another day
2012-09-12 - how am I?
2012-09-03 - istanbul constantinople istanbul constantinople
2012-09-01 - I'm beat, beet red (something Rivers said)
2012-08-25 - dear impossible loved one,
2012-08-11 - if i were honest if i were drunk
2012-08-06 - peanut butter is amazing
2012-07-24 - the bits and pieces song, a mundane update and things to look forward to
2012-07-20 - I want to taste you but your lips are venomous
2012-07-18 - Are you ready for this jelly?
2012-07-12 - there's a medley of celebratory gunfire outside. i'm scared and i love you.
2012-07-08 - On snowballs, morons and the evolution of oops
2012-07-02 - Art is fart, better out than in (someone pretending not to quote someone)
2012-06-28 - Non nonchalance
2012-06-28 - only the ones i nurture believe i can nurture
2012-06-27 - hole
2012-06-25 - what i'm 'into'
2012-06-19 - skinny red belt idea 2 (disdainful optimism)
2012-06-12 - De corpore et sanguine
2012-06-11 - And now for a limited time offer! The Suez, 80% off that's right 80%!!!
2012-05-30 - doubt and pain (and how everyone should wake up at least once)
2012-05-29 - another list
2012-05-27 - more than anything
2012-05-25 - hysterics, doom and uterus-targeted television
2012-05-23 - good kinds of stuck
2012-05-23 - to anyone considering it
2012-05-21 - no longer my soapbox
2012-05-19 - a paranoiac's take on Google phone number verification
2012-05-14 - perks of quitting smoking
2012-05-09 - true friendship is
2012-05-05 - splitting/false dilemma/black and white thinking is not my fricken fault
2012-04-30 - impersonal ad (going to turkey for the wrong reasons)
2012-04-26 - packaged adventure
2012-04-22 - quickie
2012-04-17 - Pause to consider
2012-04-11 - skinny red belt idea 1
2012-04-02 - major themes so far
2012-03-31 - I support stupid (...and five gushy gooey things that ought to be in fine print)
2012-03-28 - Sex bomb
2012-03-19 - upper class cairo aka the seventeenth century
2012-03-14 - uh oh
2012-03-13 - first impression
2012-03-12 - and most of all the ghost
2012-03-07 - Exclamations! !! !!!!
2012-03-03 - prompt 103 and the butchering of emily dickinson
2012-02-26 - the virtues of noise and selective memory (and cake)
2012-02-23 - with a little help
2012-02-21 - glamorous danger makes me want to puke
2012-02-18 - Rilke, again. Also, a list of uncertainties.
2012-02-15 - not an aubade
2012-02-09 - Maybe this happened so I could find Jeanette Winterson?
2012-01-31 - too much unrest to rest. good.
2012-01-29 - nothing potentially
2012-01-27 - my dance :)
2012-01-18 - to everything
2012-01-15 - this made my ears happy
2012-01-13 - -
2012-01-08 - universal self consciousness
2012-01-03 - two women who make me think
2012-01-01 - political correctness gone mad :)
2012-01-01 - first conclusion of 2012-- rebounds...
2011-12-31 - my oldest friends
2011-12-30 - I'm so lucky that my teachers taught with love
2011-12-28 - i'm believed in! now i know why people make their own religions
2011-12-27 - this is free
2011-12-27 - that excerpt from fiona again
2011-12-27 - after inevitable, necessary and so damn hard...it's kinda easy, comfortable and kind
2011-12-26 - the grandma's are on to something
2011-12-25 - giving up on breathing
2011-12-25 - I want to walk like you talk like you too
2011-12-21 - get over yourself
2011-12-18 - as if
2011-12-17 - it's not wasted
2011-12-16 - and you might want to have a tissue handy
2011-12-15 - right under my needle
2011-12-14 - scratch that, no SCREW that
2011-12-14 - now i know you wont miss me
2011-12-12 - old electra and young oedipus
2011-12-11 - inconclusive but worth remembering
2011-12-08 - fear and love
2011-12-07 - please someone be soft
2011-11-29 - I love DH Lawrence
2011-11-26 - Musee des Beaux Arts-- W.H. Auden
2011-11-06 - Actually
2011-11-01 - not a suicide note
2011-10-28 - -
2011-10-28 - Why should I cry for you? -Sting
2011-10-27 - solidarity
2011-10-24 - I think I'm an 80 year old lesbian
2011-10-20 - 1001 things
2011-10-17 - i'm angry
2011-10-17 - violence
2011-10-15 - the relief of being utterly, utterly pathetic
2011-10-14 - Okay
2011-10-11 - 'not a bed of roses'
2011-10-10 - -
2011-10-09 - break
2011-10-06 - perks
2011-10-05 - not sniffles and not dying! woohoo!
2011-10-03 - dear smiley koshk man
2011-09-30 - oink oink
2011-09-28 - wish me sniffles
2011-09-26 - I'm not supposed to mind the following:
2011-09-23 - newly acquired skills
2011-09-20 - sharing is caring
2011-09-13 - A hug for my weird
2011-09-11 - easing in
2011-09-09 - kinky gentle
2011-09-08 - a sinister sort of compromise
2011-09-08 - Making meaning
2011-09-07 - spacey
2011-08-31 - padding
2011-08-27 - eid approaches
2011-08-25 - friendship and affection
2011-08-23 - hot men and chocolate got nothing on babies
2011-08-21 - the boring definition of human
2011-08-17 - 'Inevitable human drama'
2011-08-14 - yummy things
2011-08-11 - the party has been postponed (indefinitely)
2011-08-08 - inner struggle. (not gas)
2011-08-01 - sagacious gender and relationship Q&A
2011-07-25 - Romance
2011-07-23 - old and new, all and you
2011-07-14 - Unexpected smile
2011-07-13 - :) Thank you, you're sweet, and I needed this
2011-07-12 - because being gracious for too long inevitably results in the RAGE WITHIN harangue of a diary entry
2011-07-11 - Letters to a Young Poet, Fear of the Inexplicable--Rainer Maria Rilke
2011-07-07 - miss
2011-07-01 - the story of 24 hours of this road-- and something about fairness
2011-06-29 - Ssshh
2011-06-27 - On optimism.
2011-06-21 - RIP car.
2011-06-19 - dear your head,
2011-06-15 - Love
2011-06-09 - lots of sex analogies.
2011-05-31 - my life
2011-05-21 - On my own
2011-05-19 - -
2011-05-03 - Somebody else's music + your mood = cool idea for website :)
2011-04-26 - everything, so far
2011-04-26 - from the april 2011 version
2011-04-25 - i asked them to think about abstraction--they googled it
2011-04-20 - teaching, take 2
2011-04-03 - IMMA HUNNA MUNNA LIKE THERE'S NO FREAKIN TOMORROW
2011-04-02 - For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not
2011-02-28 - Warped vs. Warmth
2011-02-26 - Hesitant (but hopefully not for long?)
2011-02-06 - Drink your tea
2011-02-04 - February 4, 2011
2011-02-04 - Internet black out, Revolution, Fighting police thugs week
2011-01-26 - Friday's Million Protester March!
2011-01-26 - Revolution in Egypt
2011-01-16 - Just one person
2011-01-07 - *muttering*
2010-12-24 - Everything
2010-12-21 - Hula-- not for the faint of heart
2010-12-18 - \o/ (click the quotation)
2010-12-13 - Okay, I will
2010-12-12 - It's no mystery.
2010-12-11 - dear tutu (paranoia),
2010-12-10 - don't ever be afraid of the parts of life that feel like filler!
2010-12-08 - a futile explanation that i'm never going to make to him:
2010-12-04 - dear everyone who thinks i'm nuts
2010-12-01 - random act of like
2010-11-27 - a message to mean mr. mustard:
2010-11-26 - contemplating
2010-11-23 - being a homebody in your twenties can have mystery, yes it can too damn it. observe:
2010-11-21 - Tomorrow, Yesterday, Today
2010-11-20 - Shy
2010-10-28 - Advantages of Crying
2010-10-22 - I WANT a cross dressing, classic rock loving, comic wit touting, clownishly childlike heart bearing girlymanboy.
2010-10-21 - happiness
2010-09-25 - why you don't stand a snowball's chance in hell
2010-09-23 - beebol loving beebol
2010-09-19 - Let it be
2010-09-14 - the lemur of my dreams
2010-09-06 - the move, to the tune of 'i have confidence' by rodgers and hammerstein
2010-09-03 - 2010 so far
2010-08-31 - koo koo ka choo
2010-08-26 - And while I show them, I'll show me
2010-08-24 - reluctant believer
2010-08-19 - dear marriage missionaries,
2010-08-10 - Equanimity
2010-08-09 - Pink Elephants
2010-07-26 - man, you're so centered.
2010-07-24 - why it never became something more?
2010-07-14 - ...
2010-06-28 - conversation with a child
2010-06-18 - my fellow human bean
2010-05-22 - okay bye bye
2010-05-21 - teenie boppers
2010-05-20 - cause i miss 3err and i hope he's not dead
2010-05-17 - dear neighbor guy who lives under a rock
2010-05-09 - do you karaoke?
2010-05-06 - apparently i do look like mabel chiltern.
2010-05-03 - do i look like mabel chiltern to you? she asks the canvas
2010-05-01 - presents
2010-04-26 - developments
2010-04-18 - it's not funny
2010-04-10 - milan says nudity is a shroud
2010-04-05 - i love
2010-04-02 - A bid farewell to slutty Sarah.
2010-03-31 - now what
2010-03-30 - my last entry in prettier words
2010-03-29 - spandex
2010-03-26 - don't get caught
2010-03-25 - under the table
2010-03-23 - notes for Emanuel
2010-03-18 - madadayo
2010-03-14 - even if i'm not right, you're wrong
2010-03-12 - i don't know fish
2010-03-11 - the summer of my mild content..-ment er...
2010-03-06 - mu'abla lel-wazeefa. an interview. (sometimes english is easier, it's a whore of a language really)
2010-03-05 - what enough means to me
2009-12-27 - nuclear
2009-12-25 - kaden
2009-11-22 - get with the program
2009-11-12 - sleep...please....please? pleeeease!
2009-11-06 - subdued sunshine
2009-11-03 - academic deluge and i want
2009-10-28 - It's that simple.
2009-10-05 - i'm not bird girl anymore, i'm sarah and i'll wait
2009-09-22 - unamused
2009-09-11 - he's my baby
2009-09-09 - recycled, stifled and sleep deprived
2009-09-07 - Dear Infinity, You pushed the wrong button
2009-08-27 - vodafone can suck it and so can the rest of em
2009-08-20 - kisses with no promises
2009-08-20 - in a moment
2009-08-18 - despite what you may think
2009-08-17 - Mirah---Cold, cold water (she sings for my soul i swear)
2009-08-16 - hot pink day
2009-08-06 - shepherds pie
2009-08-05 - excerpt from a letter to a young fish
2009-08-05 - 'i feel a power growing in my hair'
2009-08-01 - everything changes everything stays the same
2009-07-31 - phase 2
2009-07-26 - you're going to blog about this, aren't you?
2009-07-21 - my take on religion
2009-07-21 - why anyone getting hitched would bring up the subject of other people getting hitched
2009-07-17 - the wedding ditcher
2009-07-01 - Effort upon effort upon effort
2009-06-23 - Outted
2009-06-14 - Gigi and Koki help me say goodbye
2009-06-04 - license to do nothing, i love him so much i forgot and it's a beautiful day
2009-05-10 - i broke my mind
2009-05-09 - i found romance
2008-07-23 - miss
2008-07-16 - forever freak *waving lighter in air*
2008-07-09 - meet darla
2008-07-09 - Faith
2008-07-08 - love. again. i know.
2008-07-02 - want
2008-06-30 - this is WAR
2008-06-27 - chronic case of STUPID
2008-06-27 - i'm a sick girl
2008-06-27 - Spiritual vacuums, fish and the guy who told me to write before he went on vacation
2008-06-27 - -
2008-06-26 - the rules
2008-06-25 - s & m
2008-06-22 - checking out
2008-06-21 - why i love love more than i love you
2008-06-19 - a new day
2008-06-17 - waiting is like a suit that fits funny
2008-06-12 - itchy tickly thoughts
2008-06-12 - once upon a time i got everything i ever wanted, and i passed
2008-06-11 - be all you can be (but try not to shoot anybody)
2008-06-10 - repress for success
2008-06-10 - tenderness
2008-06-08 - -
2008-06-06 - a good cry
2008-06-05 - hey you
2008-06-03 - i've still got it, you don't
2008-06-03 - the refugee story
2008-06-02 - -
2008-05-31 - in betweens
2008-05-27 - -
2008-05-15 - letters
2008-05-12 - god DAMN magic
2008-04-29 - wrong
2008-04-16 - truths i dare not speak
2008-04-13 - -
2008-03-18 - next spring
2008-02-29 - floating
2008-02-23 - stupid penis
2008-01-12 - i can't believe it's not love!
2008-01-09 - i give up. someone buy me five cats and an apartment with floral wallpaper
2008-01-03 - ow.
2007-12-25 - -
2007-12-10 - hate to love
2007-12-06 - ugly secrets
2007-12-04 - i found sarah when she lost someone
2007-12-01 - pocket hope
2007-11-30 - first cry
2007-11-26 - regret
2007-10-29 - surrealism
2007-10-27 - dear mr. sarah,
2007-10-23 - nothing new but all the same new again
2007-10-17 - i found cowardice
2007-09-29 - really here
2007-09-19 - new old
2007-09-12 - one great love
2007-09-08 - love is letting go
2007-09-07 - and he sent us down so that one day we may return
2007-09-02 - i want to know what love is
2007-08-28 - i don't settle anymore
2007-08-18 - draining manipulation
2007-08-01 - xavier
2007-07-17 - sarah found resolve
2007-07-13 - the gig, part II
2007-07-08 - i promise i'll get over it eventually, really, i know i'm sick of it too
2007-07-07 - this man hurts my heart
2007-07-02 - i don't feel like it
2007-06-28 - The lover who saved his beloved from drowning (excerpt from Conference of the Birds by Attar)
2007-06-23 - i'm like a funny alanis
2007-06-20 - pour pratiquer
2007-06-19 - cigarette
2007-06-19 - boys suck
2007-06-17 - change of fortunes
2007-06-08 - readiness
2007-05-22 - defeat
2007-05-17 - chorus
2007-05-08 - not quite dead but not quite living
2007-05-01 - tired
2007-03-28 - mess
2007-03-23 - because repression is bad for blood pressure:
2007-03-21 - afraid.
2007-03-17 - forgetting ideal love.
2007-03-08 - same topic, new ideas :)
2007-03-03 - i'm even more legal now
2007-02-23 - repeating myself, but i like it this time
2007-02-23 - i cant, i cant, i cant stand losing
2007-02-23 - i cant, i cant, i cant stand losing
2007-02-20 - they love me and refuse to leave me
2007-02-12 - having an amazing second week!
2007-02-06 - not having a good first week
2007-02-03 - messy
2007-02-02 - the most profound entry i've ever written
2007-01-27 - more obscured rambling
2007-01-21 - my family should be on reality tv
2007-01-17 - Flu/Variation of Bronchitis and Jet Li
2006-12-28 - rambling.
2006-12-23 - Living, and a living thing I own.
2006-12-02 - a happeh update (for once)
2006-11-28 - a short informational break.
2006-11-24 - Wrong
2006-11-14 - Run-away
2006-11-05 - i am not lost.
2006-10-29 - again.
2006-09-29 - vocabulary
2006-09-20 - Too Much Love Will Kill You-- Queen
2006-09-11 - i dont care if its childish i need to do it
2006-09-08 - George Eliot is a chick.
2006-09-06 - yet another religious analogy ...yeees...agaaiiin
2006-09-02 - alone.
2006-08-30 - emm i can reference you to back when i was alive
2006-08-29 - potato upon you and your people ohmmm
2006-08-29 - past present future
2006-08-25 - another summer boiling point
2006-08-25 - i want to be here now
2006-08-23 - is trust another sweet nothing?
2006-08-19 - another trip
2006-08-17 - even coral stings
2006-08-08 - *out of service*
2006-08-03 - taking off the rose colored glasses
2006-08-02 - perhaps i'll always ask this question
2006-07-30 - Qana
2006-07-30 - worrying about worrying...again
2006-07-27 - help
2006-07-25 - oddities, arrivals and worries
2006-07-24 - not this one
2006-07-22 - vapid little problems
2006-07-21 - given space
2006-07-20 - Good girl
2006-07-20 - silliness
2006-07-18 - two years
2006-07-16 - Excuse Me?!
2006-07-13 - analogy of the day
2006-07-11 - Honor
2006-07-08 - idle thoughts at idle hours
2006-07-08 - homesick
2006-07-06 - you are fearless but i am afraid.
2006-07-03 - fuzziness
2006-07-01 - anger
2006-06-23 - Miscommunication
2006-06-21 - i yam what i yam - ack ack ack ack ack!
2006-06-20 - monday monday...and the wee hours of tuesday
2006-06-18 - standing.
2006-06-16 - clear skies
2006-06-16 - i found sarah and she lost it all
2006-06-15 - what i loved today
2006-06-13 - ready for take off
2006-06-13 - someone told me rushdie got with a bimbo *siiiigh*
2006-06-12 - my loop
2006-06-12 - why can't we be friends? *jiggle*
2006-06-09 - until we meet again
2006-06-05 - i am gaining conviction.
2006-06-05 - laptop head
2006-06-04 - let me be
2006-05-30 - low
2006-05-28 - new poison
2006-05-27 - khalasoony
2006-05-26 - i'm with the band
2006-05-24 - za life
2006-05-23 - useless is as useless does
2006-05-22 - blechiness
2006-05-22 - with a little help from 30s-60s flicks
2006-05-21 - Growing
2006-05-19 - at last
2006-05-18 - and now for the weather in my BIZARRE AND CONSTANTLY STORMY LIFE
2006-05-15 - it's almost like i have a life
2006-05-11 - the theatre
2006-05-10 - post-debut
2006-05-09 - opening night
2006-05-09 - oh SWEET LORD IN HEAVEN!
2006-05-07 - fiiine i'll do the god dang article
2006-05-07 - mornin
2006-05-07 - blah
2006-05-06 - religion rant
2006-05-06 - conclusion
2006-05-04 - wunderbar!
2006-05-03 - why, why, why, why, why?
2006-04-30 - she solved it!
2006-04-29 - spiralling
2006-04-28 - tirededed
2006-04-26 - her pride killed her dignity
2006-04-25 - different lovelife recap
2006-04-24 - I see sand...sand...and oh, whats that? right...more sand...
2006-04-23 - another regret
2006-04-21 - meat being pulled through the daily grind(er)
2006-04-21 - Ovid
2006-04-20 - You like?
2006-04-20 - not so quick love life recap
2006-04-01 - orson to the rescue
2006-03-22 - Your traditional Update.
2006-03-20 - laptop karate
2006-03-19 - Enforced Disappearance
2006-03-14 - *twitch*
2006-03-12 - Overload
2006-03-12 - Go figure...
2006-03-12 - GET DOWN! (not THAT way you pervs)
2006-03-07 - Silleh.
2006-03-06 - Unraveling--Deb Talan
2006-03-05 - Fickle
2006-03-05 - Coffee date
2006-03-05 - Hello there Stranger.
