Mir gefällt immer noch nicht, wie Deutsch klingt I need to stand on my own two feet But (continuing the metaphor) my legs are atrophied twizzlers That's the situation It's hard to accept that My partner feels secure when she's needed So the line between support versus coddling/ undermining/enabling is very blurry It's up to me to work on myself If it's a mistake, I have to own it If it's not a life with her, it's a life somewhere else But not here That much is clear now I'm afraid of repeating the same mistakes I'm afraid of walking into another predatory situation, that's what my past relationships were like That's what I was raised in But staying here is a mistake too Leaving is maybe a mistake, staying is definitely a mistake I'm being honest with my friends That's helping a lot Just have to survive this bit |