66 I always jinx myself but my cramps feel manageable I've been stimming Amitabh Bachchan A me ta pa cha nnnn I had Oreos for dinner I could feel the cocoa fucking my brain I like Oreos anyway but when my hormones shift they morph from fun snack to dark mistress Yes mistress I screamed into my pillow, a few times It won't come out The frog in my throat I miss my mama. That worked It was a mama shaped frog Have to wring out tears now The bloops and sunshine mechanism is too strong Marwa, my crying and feeling my feelings and being in my body coach I remember to make sounds because of her I feel a new frog growing Didn't cry long enough It turns off, or I guess bloop turns on And it's like when you don't clear everything out of an abscess A little frog finger can turn into a bigger angrier frog Anyway I had a really vivid Dean Martin dream I'm not even particularly a fan but he sang a whole song I'd never heard of to me With a whole band behind him too And it was eerie waking up because the music kept playing in my head And I'm no composer Campfire guitar chords at best It'snearly dawn, I should try to hang out with Dean some more. |