enough of that I need to stop babying misogynists It was a very useful survival mechanism And I'm grateful for my will to live But now it's the reason I keep stumbling into sex dungeons And I'd rather not be a naked and bruised and unpaid and unqualified therapist I need new tools, or any other skill besides playing dead At Maru and Ahmed's place, their straight friend was chatting with me Er chatting me up, but I missed the cues And I missed the line he crossed Maru and Ahmed went into gay dad avenger mode and chased him off with a mop and rolled up magazine I felt warm and sad Ozzy was safe because he was like me There were no elaborate schemes His selfishness and cruelty were very transparent Warts and all I want to feel safe I have 3 hours to sleep before therapy Good night morning |