Moar life themes Alan Watts keeps coming up First from a guy who I used to be in love with Then from a guy who used to be in love with me and still is I think He looked at me all doey eyed He has blue hair now And says I can come live with him and the hippies in california if I want I dont know I think I could be happy around hippies I dont know I should be careful with his heart When people love you, you should be extra careful with their hearts Everything feels strange and surreal I felt suffocated and terrified before with my ex's life plan And now everything's spinning I'm not terrified and I can breathe But it's dizzying Almost like when I first fell for him It's funny I really want to talk to somebody About all of it Without them being scared or uncomfortable |