the bits and pieces song, a mundane update and things to look forward to i feel a little sick maybe if i tried everything's heavy at night maybe if i tried don't say that you're sorry --- today the air conditioner caught fire the small black kitten had a panic attack the last brownie was eaten and i yelled without yelling at an insecure person who called my friend fat without calling her fat i have a breakdown comfortably lodged in my throat --- my friend's going to be on the radio today! my despair is still somehow attractive as i continue to be hit on by people who like tightly wound women the catering event will be over this week. i'm not talking about the food, i mean catering to the bizarre alternate reality of the guests eg, 'oh i'm so upset about how the construction of my new villa's going... and jet lag' the risk showdown. my friend and i bought risk, the board game (because we're crazy spontaneous like that). we spent about two days trying to understand how to play the stupid thing. after tomorrow our intense training will be put to the test and we'll be ready for world domination. and of course showers. i always look forward to showers. if nothing else, long meditative head cooling showers. |