training day 9
Written @ 2:45 p.m. on 2023-10-18
On the bus Glad I didn't wear mascara Another girl was crying as well but about work So I'm not inconspicuous Some of them are as old as the pin on my shirt I feel like apologizing to them If I try not to cry I shake if I don't shake I cry Half the training batch is sick so I can wear a mask I don't want to cry How am I supposed to be a person when the world is inhuman I watched a cat chase a mouse yesterday I didn't sit on the bean bags because apparently the cats pee on them Peeling off shiny facade It's always like that Everybody everybody everybody smokes Maybe tomorrow I'll bring a small pillow or something Anything comforting is very important and precious
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