90 I can be a bad buddhist I was naughty After a day of painful writhing I spoiled myself I ate after midnight Mac and cheese. Well macaroni with a cheesy garlicy herby bechamel sauce. And soda. Sugary soda. Pomegranate soda! With pulp I convince myself it's okay because of the pulp Are there pulp-y sodas in the States now? Probably in California I think I could kill vampires with my breath I love garlic My Lola (Filipino for grandma) used to eat RAW GARLIC whenever she felt ill I think I read somewhere that Buddhists avoid garlic and onion and potato Or maybe Jains Maybe just the Buddhist monks and nuns Google says they believe they make you horny when eaten cooked and make you angry when eaten raw Oo Buddha said garlic as medicine is okay-- Lola's okay I felt so guilty but writing it down, a plate of pasta and a soda is hardly a binge Id wins. Superego was being dramatic. I guess that makes this diary my Ego. That makes sense. I get perspective here. |