Wobbly Cat and Aly had a big row I was glad to cold sweat in my room They made up and left Riri, Biso and Fairy left yesterday K is leaving tomorrow I couldn't summon the energy to see her today I'll try tomorrow She says the sea was perfect The sea is a tease I feel strange Not just because I'm sick Far away I'm dissociating I think Or I'm barely clinging to the present Trying not to dissociate But my periphery is wobbly I'm finishing the strawberry ice cream Baba didn't try the strawberry ice cream but suddenly wanted the strawberry ice cream because I was finishing the strawberry ice cream "That's too much" I'm sick and sad and alone And then I sneezed and he recoiled because he was reading about a new virus Is that ironic? If I end up accidentally killing him that way? After everything? I don't know |