First hour of 50 Cat is not a cat I'm a cat She's a puppy I suppose I understand it I understand not knowing how to advocate for yourself "What time are you waking up?" I'm not sure "Are we going to the pool or the beach?" You know, you don't have to wait for me to go "But I have to because Aly just sleeps" Maybe 10 then, I'm not sure Uggghh I think I have a cold I think my body wants me to build a fort The laps were hard with shisha lungs Waved at K on her balcony Said hi to her Swedish chef kid in the water Cat came down to the pool too Blonde lady, meet blond child and wave at other blonde lady People think I'm a really weird tour guide now We went to the beach Not swimmable We waded in waist deep and got beat up a bit It was windy and partly cloudy too And then I pretend napped in a wet towel (Aly came down and they kept trying to wedge me into their arguments) I tried to make them stare at the birds And I fed them French fries to make them shut up K will be heading back to Sweden soon I think I'm ready to wrap up the summer too I miss my flat I miss the locked door on my flat I miss driving I keep thinking about the gecko What if it dies in my socks Emma date, Maru People I can actually breathe around |