45 recovering I think the cramps are gone I'm exhausted My body is so heavy Sometimes I resent the recovery bit Enough time has been eaten And people don't understand it If I'm pale and sweaty and crying then that's valid If I'm tired and moving slowly then I'm milking it And that's when I get the advice "Sometimes you have to push yourself through it Sarah" ...I push you into the SEA. My Dutch bosses have been very kind It's weird working for Europeans I keep bracing myself for shittiness And then I remember they have labor laws and flat hierarchies and the space to be nice people They gave me a really sweet public review and I bawled The sky is beautiful today I like small cotton poofs against the blue Drifting sloooowly Like me! HEY CLOUDS--SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO RECOGNIZE WHEN YOURE IN YOUR COMFORT ZONE HOP TO IT GUYS They think that's ridiculous The palms are glistening, it looks like they're tousling their hair in the wind I just saw a kestrel with something in its beak! I think it was a kestrel Need to learn Alexandrian bird names Salty air is so healing And my perfect playlists Music helps so much With everything-- showers, cleaning, jogging I forgot that I'm really glad I got the rainbow speaker Tiny powerful comforts |