Hi It's been so, so long hasn't it? My mama died I used to think that would kill me Then I learned she was killing me Then she died And I don't know what to do with however it is I feel but I'm trying to ignore the sense of urgency And breathe I feel betrayed Betrayal feels like, one leg is suddenly shorter And every step feels unnerving and off I feel alone I feel alone like I was cursed with it And like I deserve it I feel alone like this is true and anything else is a lie And anything else will feel like a lie even if it might not be I'm tired And I want a silly day Bouncy limbs A good cry See you tomorrow and feel safe in that So I don't have to see you tomorrow Because I feel safe you'll be around I need it |