On cars and narcissism
My hair was too long (not androgynous enough) and all the neighbors knew about the blond boy Later we switched hair lengths and I didn't have to sit next to his knees He's fixing up an old/new car and making tables out of car parts He has his baba's wrinkles now I liked his baba's wrinkles His baba liked my book choices I hope his baba's at peace He said he's reading about narcissism and I told him to know when to stop But he's always been better at knowing when He's only been on the surface of the deep web Which for some reason sounded hysterical to me I imagined snuff film oscars and camps arguing about sinister film theory He said his baby's teaching him what I used to talk about when I talked about love (I've read that book, I like it) |