decision time it's funny how many people have locked up their diaries we're older now stalker savvy one too many fights over a badly worded entry well today i'm writing because i've decided and i can't announce what i've decided because it'll make him want to fight it and i don't want to give in i want to remember that sometimes a dramatic announcement only belongs in really shitty turkish soaps and it doesnt matter what you say you're GOING to do as much as doing it (God, i'm acting like our president) the decision is: i don't want to be a back up plan and i don't want to wait and i know better and it doesn't matter how much i love him what matters is how much he loves me i don't want to forget |