first impression you're good to me. you're being very good. i don't know why. i never know why. you're chivalrous. out of a book. i don't know what to do. i'm trying to be graceful. i wasn't made to be graceful. you're avoiding heaviness. normally i'd say--let it wash over you but i've never mourned, not really and your story makes me wonder how you keep breathing makes me listen to you breathing small quiet dignified breaths sounds like faraway chanting-- you aren't like any mourner i've ever met i'm nervous apprehensive cautious but not scared i'm not afraid--yet :) i like this part. i like appending yet. and i like when you say so far. |