i'm believed in! now i know why people make their own religions le gout des autres makes me feel less conspicuous about my heart which currently is tickled by someone who floats in clouds and wants to do almost everything that moves and by someone who is engaged to someone else and i admit to the tickling and i admit to the masochistic side of the pressure of the tickling and my friend, toota, has faith in me it's so lovely. the faith. it's so liberating! so i enjoy the tickling and laugh and laugh and cry and cry i've even resigned to the possibility of more tickling from more horribly inappropriate feathers and toota has faith in me and i almost feel like i know what i'm doing because even if i don't know what i'm doing, i know that eventually i will know what i'm doing and toota has faith in me |