i'm not bird girl anymore, i'm sarah and i'll wait
i'm overwhelmed everyday. i go to bed with my head stretchy and my chest tingly. and i don't need to be in love. i choose this, and i choose him i'm still impatient but for once i'm not running and it's hard i still hear 'go back or snap go back or snap'
i look down my nose at dr. emily poo i hold my friends like my mothers and my sisters and my children and the last thing in the world i want to do is wait for you to open i feel like you're making it such a favor IT'S NOT A FAVOR you don't get to test me and i understand, i understand more than anyone else wanting to be alone and wanting to protect yourself but if you didn't allow me that, why are you asking it for yourself? and this is stupid and this is small and i know that definitively now because i've seen real problems and i've felt real problems and this is so stupid and this is so small
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