- i don't understand why someone who thinks you're terrible could want to be around you what is that? C calls and wakes me up after bitching about me to an ex-best friend K who thinks i'm selfish, i'm guessing for not being there, still wants me to call when he's done being busy both have relegated me to woman. shooting star calls me fishy. the first one to call me fishy. i used to get mad about his privacy but at least he acknowledges it and at least he understood the position he put me in. zaytoona makes me laugh :) he winced a little then laughed in embarassment-- but...it FEELS like the truth i sometimes wish i was to the people i've dated what i am to zaytoona that kind of safe inconsistency |