the gig, part II very simply, i'm FREAKING out. i'm not ready, i'm not good enough, i don't know if i can, i'm scared, there will be important people in the audience (who i don't really know of that much, but STILL) and then the ex is in the audience and the friend's ex that wants to jump me and his ex that wants to kill him and the boy that STALKS me and i hate that! uggghh *sigh* oh and i can't sleep and have gained weight. yay. |