Day 31 and I didn't get to sleep I got a gig I'm freelancing I'm freelaaanciiiing They wanted to zoom interview at 5 in the morning I did it I'm writing scripts for some content farm somewhere, it's all very dystopian Also, another 'front' I neglected to mention in the last entry: My uterus is doing that thing where it refuses to stop bleeding because I'm stressed and it's so very helpful Such FUN I'm afraid if I close my eyes somebody else is going to call to interview I put on a suit jacket and pretended the Robert Smith hair is a choice I miss smoking, no I don't If I get a remote teaching job again I'm basically repeating 2018 Minus the cats and stoner neighbor friends I was remote before the plague I just realized the elliptical was visible behind me the whole time I'm going to move it and I'm going to sleep Oh This is hyper arousal, I'm manic Oh Well, shit. At least the house will be clean. |