The plan I was wrong about Maru Who apparently has a degree in psychology and profiled people?! Every single time it's a new amazing snippet He told me I need to write everything I've accomplished, and everything I want to accomplish He said that's my support network and that's my rock He said she's sheltered And I'm seeing malice because of what I've been through But she's just inexperienced and can't understand pain she hasn't herself felt And the dynamic accidentally made things a lot worse for me mentally It's up to me to make boundaries I'm writing the plan Maru's checking on me tomorrow Mou and Saf (who are married! And I missed it :( ) have been very sweet I got distracted I wanted so badly to be loved My accomplishments arent gone It's not the end of the road I don't need someone to dangle the trinket of life outside this house for me to get it I'm strong I don't really feel it or see it right now, but I'm strong I made myself small but I'm not small And there are a lot of things I can do and I understand that she doesn't Also Nobody's really a wounded puppy? Mysterious addition there I guess he was speaking to my mama side that always wants to be soft and caring even when I'm on fire I'm on fire I am soft and caring but I need all that for me right now and that's okay |