Why Friday though Giant ball of panic dread and despair Sat on my chest Waited for the weekend too GIVE ME MY WEEKEND YOU STUPID COW I'm too annoyed to cry My heart is so loud I was supposed to have a date tomorrow She was kind and understanding She said she'd check in on Sunday I was worried about my period but my period stopped I want to be happy and I'm so tired There I cried I chatted with my camp friend (Beebo) from the customer service gig He convinced me to tell her how I'm feeling And said I'm doing my best under shitty circumstances And I cried more Then I sent Nou (my date) a short essay Novella It's fine It's probably fine I have laundry to do And complicated period underwear laundry And I don't know how to invest properly And everybody says relying on time deposit certificates won't work when they float the Egyptian pound again I'm supposed to download an investment app and sign papers and set aside 20 percent of my salary I haven't got my salary yet I need to fix up my Frankenstein's laptop I haven't gotten my salary yet I can't rest in between tasks I want rest Any kind of rest Deep and dark and continuous sleep And I want my weekend It's embarrassing being like this I love Beebo GIVE ME MY WEEKEND YOU STUPID SELFISH COW |