ow but it's okay the cramps are bad today forgot to drink my golden milk was distracted by peanut butter it's almost worth it sick days and sad days and everything goes wrong anyway days some of us are allotted more than others some of us don't get any days some of us wish they could be sick in bed, annoyed because they have things to do things to hope for I can understand Maru I can understand refusing to cry that can feel like stolen time too I'm like that sometimes the freakishly buoyant bubble but it caught up with me I can't run and I can't float my body won't let me I can take baby steps I have such a great list I have such a beautiful picture in my head I want so many things because I'm alive, I want so much an herb garden, a warm dining table with everyone I love, music, the sea and the stars |