Sunday evening Uncle M broke my heart I squished his hand and told him the stories Baba said about their childhood And I played the music he likes The grandkids were happy to make a playlist for him The grandkids are grown up One's a DOCTOR, I told her I remembered her wearing a tutu and saying my sister looked like a princess at her wedding I saw the kids of my cousin who passed away, they're seniors in high school I wanted to tell them about their mama as a kid but I think they already found it weird enough that some aunt they haven't seen in years is bear hugging them and tearing up Tomorrow is my first day taking live calls I get trainer support but it's still kind of scary I expect I'll cry a lot I just have to get through the day and memorize the steps for a few common issues I'll wear my comfort poncho wrap thing And no mascara I got the medical form Just need the letter from the labor bureau next weekend and I'll be done Well, 90 percent done I can get a salary But I have to take the medical form to the hospital after they've stamped it Have to pay to get the check up and tests done if I want insurance But I don't qualify for it for three months anyway so I can put it off I hope I can make it three months I hope I can get through tomorrow I can do 50 calls I think I hope everyone just calls to ask for FedEx or the post so I can say wrong number Or billing questions so I just transfer them No-- then I won't learn the hard stuff I can do it I think I can I think I can |