- I saw you when I was sweating out the vodka in the car and somehow I knew I wouldn't get to say bye again Thank you for trying to tell me and for wanting to tell me whatever it is you're hiding You can't understand how much that meant to me I hid too. I lied too Not about how I felt. And I was faithful I love you so much I literally can't breathe sometimes I'm always going to miss you and worry about you I didn't know I had crystal inside me until you This is so hard It's scary sad again But I don't want to hate myself/run away in anyone's bed this time I'm glad we had a few more days in our bubble You're smart and beautiful and braver than you know And I hope someone helps you see that I'm sorry it wasn't me |