to-live list I did it I did I did I did I came up with a pop electronica vocal line + lyrics Loosely based on a Bible story But mostly based on my paranoia and the breathtaking yumminess of my boyfriend Woohoo! Less poster staring more actual work And I can play my favorite Iron and Wine song- and my hair calmed down And I get paid today And I had ginger cinnamon tea And I might go to the beach soon And I'm pretending the elections aren't happening so I don't cry and remember the twisted faces and the marks on the backs and the bullet wounds and the holes in C's leg and how S and F got five years older in a few months and the tanks rolling over bodies and the trails of blood and the crowded morgues and just cry and cry and cry until I'm a hardened mocha colored hairy prune again who's even more useless to everyone I'm slightly thinner I'm supposed to get Lasik in August I started sketching a cartoon for the giant wonky canvas It's staring at me |