once upon a time i got everything i ever wanted, and i passed i talked to a fellow fishy last night and this morning it's strange he was born in march early in the morning like me he's afraid like me he lives a lie and loves the truth like me he was so much like me that we were talking to ourselves and yet felt completely understood i used to dream about a twinsoul who would save me the humiliation of explaining myself but i dont know.
it was just so beautiful because i taught and i learned a glimpse of someone else's world is so much more special when it's secret i love my fellow fish of course. it's an unimaginable comfort to know he's there and to know he understands and to know he sees me it's kind of a shock to the system for someone to finally say that it makes perfect sense-- my unfinished thoughts and my unfinished life and not only that, for someone to love me as i am to be on someone's planet a man fishy from far away and everything i've always wanted in a person and for some reason i dont want it anymore in a grey world the greatest love of all fades into colorlessness |