itchy tickly thoughts ACK! strangely relevant woman stop echoing in my head i'm obsessively eating carrots and peanut butter listening to garbage...the band...not my trash can (which is cute and new and has anime on it) it's all over but the crying and i finished one verse of my song-- the lyrics are always the tough part. i have the music down. i need lala she's my muse. i'm confused. i have everything i wanted before i met him-- but i still want him even though he hates me and i know it'd be emotional suicide this is annoying on top of that i dont know how to deal with creature i believe to be the most perfect being on the planet, i feel responsible for him now and it's scary i might be dubbing a cartoon maybe hopefully i wish pleeeease hani please let me |