taking off the rose colored glasses why couldnt it have been silly for a little longer although, i suppose no matter how long the ecstacy lasted, i'd always have wanted more maybe its an adequate length of idealization i can only remember one instance in my life, where i didnt make the first move. the first and the last actually. maybe i'm demanding...controlling...thinking too much he's better at thinking too much ekh make this all go away make it sweet again i dont want to be right i want to be alright and i want him to be alright whats important is that i'm not betrayed, thats all |