boys suck oh my goodness! what an awful, AWFUL person i dated! he really has no respect for personal boundaries i bet his ex was right when she said he hit on her when we were together! one of his many tasteless "jokes" he just doesn't understand that his interpretation of events is not the only one in the world-- so if in his mind he didn't have the intention of hurting you, it doesn't matter how upset you are. he doesn't own ANYTHING honestly! how childish?! and insensitive! it's shocking really i can not fathom how a person fails to grasp that you DO NOT play with people's feelings, not even mockingly--ESPECIALLY not mockingly and the gifts i gave him, which have MEANING to me-- are just manipulative tools in his eyes. he poses with them in photos with his female friend i'm not perfect but i sure as hell wouldn't string his bracelet around some other boy's arm and no, i don't want to be with him again and no, i wouldn't mind if he moved on i truly hopes he finds somebody to grow with but there are just principles i abide by: 1. HONESTY. i fuck up but i OWN it. but now i just dont know. how can i be honest with someone dishonest? it's going to be crappy "bumping into him" tomorrow. and i kept silent about all of this until we became on 'instant messaging" terms recently. and he mentions the gifts and talks about walking around naked? wtf? is that supposed to be funny? i'm sure he meant it to be. i doubt he could be that calculating-- but it's still just RUDE i'm just going to go and enjoy myself, i can't avoid him forever. i might as well do the fake thing when i have to, i'll practice the one skill i learned in four years of studying political science: bullshit |