2 weeks 🥳🎊 I'm proud of myself I'm stressed out My estranged older half sister is in the hospital My cousin told me she wants to talk to me I had to download Facebook again to try and find her I'm bracing myself for the distant relative attack I saw a lot of accounts of people who have passed away It's heavy I feel like a crisis always happens when I quit Or maybe my life is always an emotional hellscape and I only notice it when I'm not smoking It's okay (Ozzy goes no it's not) It's okay I sent my other sister a message, I don't know if she saw it She's in her live laugh love era I'm just glad I'm not doing her taxes anymore-- Sarah, never do anybody's taxes ever again I'll delegate to baba and broski as well I'm tired and overwhelmed Ozzy is alive Less worried about that at least I feel like I need to prepare boundary phrases --Stay back, I have a warthog and a stick --I can't, I am feeling like melted goo with toxic fumes --Please remember I'm waiting for our currency to collapse and to be eaten in the hunger revolution (they're devaluing the pound again ahahaha ðŸ˜) ... As I typed that my older sister sent "I was fighting for my life in the ER" They discharged her. The heart condition is anxiety--she has anxiety. I screamed in my pillow a bit. She's going to see a therapist And she's going to ask dad for money I know she's actually suffering and the panic attacks must be very bad But don't say heart condition Come on now She's in the States. Why is the sister in Egypt the emotional punching bag?! They have actual therapy And sliding scales and human rights for fucks sake I have to save up to move and cry at Marwa over my shitty wifi Boundary phrases --I'm on fire at the moment, FAYAAAAAAA --WOOF -Hiissssss KKHHH, KHHH KHH Oh god another cousin Stealth jellyfish Ow |