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Reboot waiting for the fingernail moon to disappear and reappear and then it's ramadan I'm happy I quit the ciggies before it even though it hurts I'm not volatile like before because I'm not hiding it and this sweet angel voice I've developed keeps saying it's okay and keeps loving me I can tell when I'm full now too and I drink when I'm thirsty I know all of that stuff seems basic but if you're floating outside your body all the time, it can be really difficult I really want to study counselling or social work or psychology I want to protect people am I too old? ozzy packed up at 40 which is very brave and cool my sister started a whole new life with no savings and two babies if everything really is a simulation it kind of feels like my character started a new chapter The Return of Sarah: Sarah raids again all the XP bars are full canon has been flushed down the toilet with my mental health, my body, my family, with oz (who I met in 2007 🤯) I really didn't think I'd make it this far Makes me want to cry |