Fight when somebody dies, some secrets come out and some secrets get buried some get buried with the deceased today I got to unburden something that's been weighing on me for years and I got an answer to a question that's been eating at me I'm sorry I can't share more I'm writing this to remind myself that hope can be really painful and even terrifying That it isn't easy That mama always said "fight" The process can feel counterintuitive It's not just candles and manifesting and baths and affirming conversations It's ugly and desolate too This is part of it too |