this was supposed to be something else I wrote a whole entry about god and nearing 40 and the double life of veronique And I wrote about my childhood in Riyadh and being a refugee and my paranoid schizophrenic grandmother and my secret sister who my mother abandoned And then I accidentally closed the window My dad and brother want to go to the sporting club (kind of like a country club) today I've been a bat, I want to sleep Maybe I should go Baba is old and I like the mushroom platter I came out to baba recently He pretended I don't exist for a while But now he occasionally checks to make sure I ate food I want to stay home and hot flash in peace My friend/business human Marco drained my social battery And recommended American Horror Story and sold it through the Balenciagaaaa meme I want to binge I will binge Too tired |