All I want is a room somewhere Nady, when I miss you It's like primordial hunger What I love about you is everything and even unknown things I'm overwhelmed My body feels too small and too weak to hold this fire I didn't expect fire I thought I was more or less done too I'm sad and I'm happy that you were torn apart like me Sad that we had to learn it alone Happy that our hurts have found each other That whatever birthing pains we feel now, we can feel together Heal together, grow together In our weird intimate and starved little way The idea of your absence is more concrete than your presence The horror of living without you is dwarfing (progressive tense) every fear I didn't know I had And it makes me invincible, and it makes me frail |