in my head 1. Half moon run is stuck--a pretty song about self doubt called Nerve. Because neurosis is catchy. Ba dum tish. I shoot myself now. 2. My sister talked to me for the first time in over a year. The conversation was stiff but pleasant-- I think it may have always been that way. I don't know how we lived in the same uterus. I think she redecorated when I moved out. She so would. With pastels and repression. 3. I experienced a zen driving moment. You know what I mean. Shut up pervert. 4. I adore Bippity. And his hair aesthetic. And cripplingly low self esteem. And beans. And his refusal to brunch/concern for his 'proletariat dignity'. 5. I've become annoyed with people who fear sentimentality 6. I find I keep having conversations with guys about facial hair and I really want it to mean something on a cosmic level 7. My mother scored seventy four points on a scrabble word--it was 'revolts' 8. I keep worrying about how long this will last and then freaking out that worrying might end it then meta worrying in a giant panicked snowball that reaches critical mass before I laugh/cry/get distracted by shiny 9. Bravo has ruined all my favorite shirts. I tried to explain it to him but he just does a cute puppy head tilt of death. Touch� my canine friend, touch�. Another head tilt. More death. 10. Hypo-allergenic ammonia free hair dye 11. Neighbor girl from uni I barely remember. Please don't be weird in a boring way. |