And as always The perfect break up song reveals itself: I Know It's Over--Jeff Buckley This is getting to be too much of a routine. I am not doing this anymore. I'm marrying Jesus. Or England. Or DH Lawrence. He doesn't even know I love DH Lawrence. Every girl says she loves DH Lawrence. Well the ones that read Well the ones that don't read garbage I wonder where I fall in the reading hierarchy I didn't read Crime and Punishment But I have read his short stories and when he isn't busy being insecure about women he writes things like this: "The caressing sea, green as emerald, splashed softly upon the shore and kissed it with manifest, almost conscious love." and it makes me achey and it makes me joyful and swollen and the kind of tickled where I'm convinced I'm going to die I'm frantically unhappy And nobody can tell |