B B got me nutella just to enjoy watching me enjoy it And his head smells like babies And he is magnificent in bed And he is a shameless nerd and it's fabulous And he's an artist and I hate that word because it's almost never true but everything he thinks and makes is full of love and beauty And he's befriended and loved gorgeous complicated talented women and he picked ME ME EEEEE And I'm HAPPY And it's frightening And I don't have to believe in good things today because I feel them in my skin And to every mean boy I loved and lost in this diary-- to all the heavy fishnet stocking exes XXXXX-- I forgive you and I don't miss you and I hope you get to feel like I feel now I don't want you to be sad or angry or lonely I want you to love someone like B |