Somebody somewhere likes me I don't know when you left me that note Reem I really do want to let you in I want to let anybody in I feel so bad. And I'm not okay. I feel like I've been put down by a lot of people who were close to me. And it's making me crazy And I feel like I can't trust They call me wasted potential And the ones that don't, feel like they're wasted potential themselves and want to commiserate I'm so mad I'm mad at S for flirting with and putting me down in front of a boy just because he likes me I really believe for some reason, deep down she needs for me to be pathetic and keep my head down I wonder if she was like that before She always hated my boyfriends Maybe she just hated me K says she's jealous K... K pulled back She said she needed to, for her sanity I'm trying so hard not to take it personally And him there's always a him Didn't expect to be in love A crush, sure --until I snap out of it and see the ugly side He was always ugly And I really do love him But he can't or won't love me I don't want to be like M, I don't want to obsess over somebody I don't want to say I can't live without him I can I just wish he entertained the possibility of me I'm boring myself Sad is boring and useless and annoying I'm so happy about your note, I wish I could tell you You uplifted me today Somebody somewhere likes me |