my two Ks
if they had the slightest inkling of how kind you are and how effortlessly intelligently gut splittingly funny you are how classically gorgeous you are under that i don't give a flying sex attitude how empathetic and wise and peaceful and humble silly you are i'd lose you to the drooling throngs because of you i don't implode so much, i turned the monsters in my head into cute friends, i understand my family more, i understand humans more, i understand myself more and i'm more capable of being loving and allowing myself to be loved which brings me to-- muscly K, i can't call you brother, too greek epic :) but you do feel like family or a kid i bumped into on the playground and decided i'm sitting with FOREVER even on your grumpiest day, you're still my favorite human i think i have so many more lists to make but for now: i love how you don't just do things, you process them i love that you're as emotional as you are logical--i.e., a lot: 'crazy passionate analysis that you slowly swish around in your head like wine experts when they're showing off' a lot i love that you can laugh without any bitterness or self consciousness. that's important. it's like unrestrained crying. it's inviting and fleshy. i don't like androids. i love that you notice everything and i love that you write brilliantly when you aren't trying and you're edible and rude and i'm so happy neither of us ran away |