breaking up, like a boss I'm mad and sad But I've learned to multitask And I've been numb long enough to understand that any feeling at all is an improvement And if nothing else It was exciting I'm a woman now- this is not the first or last time I'll be heartbroken K, as usual, makes me laugh at my misery And tells me, at least this one was good looking and smart-- three or more disasters to go and soon you'll be dating Adonis and Romeo's lovechild! I don't want to break down and crumple up I'm not saying I feel like it and I wish I didn't I'm saying I honestly don't feel like pausing over this I've had time to myself (and after getting to know him, I appreciate that more) and I've worked so hard on being loving and being loved And he was kind of a ticking time bomb--I already went through the motions while I was with him so all that's left now is a faded appreciation and resentment And I can say that I sincerely hope he feels the same And I found a guitaaaariiiiist I used to say knowing better doesn't mean feeling better And that's still true But there is a certain comfort in knowing how to keep functioning and in believing wholeheartedly this will pass |