now i know you wont miss me
everything bounces back faster and harder and i crumple up i don't know how to be easy i used to. maybe it's supposed to be that way. maybe i'm supposed to be all wrapped up in me and mine and myself and i and my fish i thought that was a phase but maybe only monks and people that live in forests and caves are supposed to grow out of it maybe i drifted too far away my friend used to tell me blame is important. and lines. well i guess i'll just make lines and hope i get the energy to be angry again ...nobody loves the package. they pick and choose what they want about me. i don't have anyone here. --- if i go to australia, i don't think i'll ever come back i came here thinking i'd finally be home but i could never believe it and i could never feel it i never felt like more of a stranger than in egypt and i felt that most in tahrir i'll never belong here. probably because i wanted to so much. but that doesn't matter and that doesn't change anything. i wont confuse running away with not having a reason to stay. |