contemplating
-sending my diva guy friend person the funny homo-erotic work out video... wondering if that would be stereotyping, wondering if not sending it would be stereotyping -going to nuweiba with yaya, nona and giant blanket...watching the winter sea...lisping for fun -wearing a mask so i dont get recognized by people i used to really like that i dont know anymore that smile like they're wincing -wearing matching sign around neck that says 'she doesn't live here anymore' -stealing identity kundera from nona's bag...but then she wouldn't have finished underlining all the good parts -walking. outside. a lot. until the buildings disappear and i find that dirt road in the forest. -writing anonymous thank you letters on cutesy stationary -going back to anba paula, sitting in the cave longer, talking to the monks on my own -asking tita tessie about grad school -when the time comes, how am i supposed to say goodbye to Egypt? |