sleep...please....please? pleeeease! i'm constantly exhausted. i'm exhausted while i sleep and i'm more exhausted when i wake and i'm popping happy pills and smoking nicotine and imbibing caffeine like there's no tomorrow and i'm constantly exhausted. and i want an afternoon on his bed listening to him play his bass while my eyelids droop and i eat a giant cheeseburger with fries and cupcakes and fudge and an oreo shake and wiggle my toes in fuzzy slippers and enjoy a massage from him...while he's playing bass and i'm sleep/eating, i dont care if it's physically impossible i just want it we're reciting poetry on friday :) kady's sweet. she accepts the barely functioning shell of a friend i've been lately. i'm tired, and i dont have time to do everything. i'm very particular about studying. i can't study unless i've cleaned everything, i'm full, i'm awake, i have stationery on hand, an organized list of everything i've got to do and i'm not burned out the only way to reverse burnout is to be silly, and i never have time to be silly anymore, i get home late, i eat, i bathe, i change, i open up my laptop, play a game of mahjong tepidly and pass out where i'm sitting ugh, i just want a chance to make an impression on my bed we miss each other :( |