everything changes everything stays the same look i don't want you hurt and i know that's what you mean to say to me when you're acting strangely it was heart breaking for me too maybe i'm still scared because i'm pushing so hard not to be i tend to be generous when i'm unhappy i've never felt a sense of responsibility for anyone before i know it's a terrible thing i do now i sat on his lap on an armchair i've never felt responsible for anyone not even myself i feel a little crazy i can't handle making or receiving calls but apparently i'd risk anything to give him comfort i didn't even know this existed inside me, but somehow he did somehow he knew i thought i was smart. i've been so proud, that's why i'm so ashamed now i missed out on a day with my friend |