Outted
after all the whinging and whining and fighting for years--i may finally get a place with friends! a more secure off campus sanctuary to let go without nasty repurcussions aka el bawab besides that, the engagement is out in the cave(so much for a quiet life in the country) instead of fighting the inevitable i took the initiative to tell my exs (the ones who don't want to rip my guts out with their bare hands)and they were understanding and sweet and congratulated me there's also the matter of the people i've so painstakingly been avoiding, luckily they're quite busy with their own lives and hopefully will stay busy with them and move on already apparently they'd been pestering a friend about me--which is irritating, considering they badmouthed the friend they were pestering. at least KNOW that you're two faced when you're two faced. on the otherhand, a friend who let go of being self righteous at the age of 6 like most people who don't pursue a career in the clergy, has recently had a hair moment (they exist) and i'm so, so proud of her :) that took some cajones girl! and don't worry baby, soon enough you'll be flipping it on giovanni at a piano bar. as for my baby, he survived my family, my pms, kept everything to himself only to find out that my friends knew what was going on, he made time to see me while holding down two jobs and making music with two different groups of people (at least). and he was only upset over one thing--that his friend wouldn't let him fit exercise into that schedule. he's officially superman. i adore him, i do i do i do :) and yours truly will be improving her non-existant driving skillz (flash gang sign here) in madinat nasr so next semester-- i can drive downtown *happy jiggle* i go bake some more now...(i made orange cake and brownies! and not only were they edible, they tasted good! i know--hell has frozen over) |