again. i love sara because she's forever i love the appearance of packaged i love sadness pity alone i dont do well i leave and i dont return i live in circles and i die in augusts and aprils i cant communicate i feel and see so much and i'm not very gifted when it comes to letting it out i respect softness but mostly i deal with intensity i dont want to be disappointing, but i know i am i cant reassure you i cant be steady and these shifting realities are all in my head and somewhere something is constant but it doesnt belong to me its more professional to be precise. and they dont want to know a mystery is so much better, exotic, transcendant like music and drugs and stories and futures i think its disappointing how quickly we learn now maybe even unnatural |