NO MORE BLUEBERRY FRAPPES GOD DAMN IT. Very awful terrible bad bad bad pain day I would be in a hospital pounding on a morphine button if I had money and access pain day God make it stop or take me to the other side pain day Screaming into pillow pain day Choking on my own tears pain day Trying not to throw up my meds pain day Hassan making sure I don't die pain day I'm okay now My joints are jello and I'm twitchy and exhausted I can barely see because my eyes are swollen poofs Ill sleep I'll have a vampire schedule later but it's okay |