75 because I can be I think my favorite Texans are also witches and reading each others minds :) I cut layers! It makes almost no difference visually but it's much easier to brush I have very very very thick hair I'm like a Samoyed I shed about a handful of hair every week I cut off a small kitty sized floof with kitchen scissors and was very pleased with myself when I suddenly met the BIGGEST COCKROACH I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE I'm very grateful for Baba and his giant leather shebsheb Shebsheb = flipflop I wonder if it's onomatopoeia? I never thought about it before I chatted with Mou a bit About shopping HEEE brought it up I swear He's going to a bazaar in Heliopolis with Saf and they wanted to hang out if I was in Cairo I asked if it was the vintage market everyone was hyping up on social media It is not But apparently, they did go to the trendy vintage market and aaand Mou says it's commercial garbage and he knows where the real markets are downtown Back in the day, when people had no idea how to price vintage/antiques Ozzy bought 1940s sunglasses for basically nothing I got an antique gong and everybody thought it was wasteful and silly but it still makes me so happy so HA You know When I was lost in my head My sister kept talking about manifesting things And I didn't want anything I couldn't picture anything other than my sweatpants and my bed And being a big sponge Soaking up her tears and baba's anger and my brother's fear But now I see things! I see a greenhouse in the sunny room with all my favorite smells And I see sewing pockets into everything I own with mama's machine And I see working at the library in the club and brunching with Mou and Saf I see wine and more themed dinners with Maru I see kisses I see walking and maybe one day rollerblading around the park I see maybe doing gigs again, maybe I see DANCING I miss dancing I'm a bit worried about losing this I'm going to protect it and say no more often and spoil my heart more often and not worry about stupid things that don't matter in a lifetime anyway I'm just going to be a baby |